SaviorThere is a strange music in the background as she types thoughtfully on the computer, wishing her life to be different, and wishing her life to be over. Wishes are lead, weighing down her clacking fingers, her head, and her feet are so heavy, as she goes to the corner where the answer is. Her future disappears as she looks at the brown pills in the bottom of the bottle she holds. All she sees are they, appealing saviors, like chocolate, each a god in its own right. No longer hungry. No longer angry. No longer bitter or selfish or procrastinating. She thinks about how lovely her hands look, never before seen in this light. How beautiful are thSavior
SchoolSometimes I feel like oil on water....don't touch me, I don't want to learn anything new today. My mind skips over math problems like a stone on water, and floats above dates and names. After sitting in a windowless, cold and distant room for an hour and a half, then rinse and repeat 3 times, I just want to crawl into the bus to sleep, letting the other kids' tumbled laughter and noise drift over me. Sometimes, I just wish I could ride forever like this, crouched in semi-conciousness, lulled by the gentle roaring of Protecting Lion #400.School
The Grandpa
Didn't lose Everything Part 1The smell of sweet coffee filled the air. Ah, it was so good to be home at last. I could hear Lynn working in the kitchen. Probably making her famous blackberry pancakes. They were my favorite. She hadn’t stopped making them since I came home last week. I guess it was her way of saying I love you and I always will.Didn't lose Everything Part 1
The house was still pretty quiet, which meant that the boys were still asleep. It was nice to be home again. The soft cotton sheets were wonderful against my skin, and the entire house smelled faintly of roses. The same scent that Lynn carried with her everywhere she went. I was so happy I could cry. God it was great
Didn't Lose Everything Part 2“Morning sunshine,” a voice said.Didn't Lose Everything Part 2
Who said that? Where am I? What happened? It took me a minute to realize that I didn’t say it aloud. I felt mute. Slowly my mind starts to clear. I begin to remember what happened. I was crawling in a jungle somewhere in the middle of Brazil. It was pouring down rain and I was covered in mud. I remember a whole bunch of colors, and pain I remember pain. I must have been in an explosion, but how?
“You’re looking better today,” said the voice from nowhere. It must have been a doctor’s voice, for it sounded very official. “How do you feel?” he asked.
I had no idea who wa
Didn't Lose Everything Part 3As the days went by since I first learned about my arm I started to feel a little more depressed. I felt like I could only do things by halves. I shall be able to bang with only one fist on doors, worst of all I shall only be able to half hold my love close to me. What type of life could a one armed person live?Didn't Lose Everything Part 3
Weeks went by and soon it had been a whole year since I lost my arm. The doctor proudly told me that I could go home this week. Ah, to be home with my Lynn again would be heaven. I wonder how the news was broken to her. How she broke it to our children. I had received so many letters from her and the boys that there was
FLOPPY FLYING TIME MACHINES!
Affection
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We were born with fire in our eyes
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Rise from the gutters
There's too much has gone to waste
Rise with the others
There's too much is done in haste.
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